32 weeks... [27 Nov 2008|01:51am] Okay, so what have I been doing over the past 32 weeks... working... and being madly in love with my boyfriend who hurt himself at work. What a pain... more so for the fact that I haven't seen him since he hurt himself and I kinda worry about him. We're planing on moving out together. Got a new cellphone... (friends with my old number email me for my new one) I want to go back to school but I'm plagued by a lack of motivation which would make doing well difficult. Also my arm/wrist hurts me like crazy and I loose all strength in my left hand whenever it rains... I'm worried it's pre-tunnel... Right now I'm getting over a bad cold that may have been passed on to me from Matt (boyfriend) He was sick too, throat and lung infection, but my throat isn't really bothering me. It's all the congestion in my chest, makes it hard to breathe sometimes and my voice is just dead from all the coughing... Well, I don't know what else to talk about... my jrock phase has kinda ground to a halt, getting into other things, video/computer games mainly... well, I gtg... tired is not a good feeling when you are sick... post comment

to be ill or not to be ill... that is the question to ask my liver [11 Apr 2008|10:32pm] So, I finally found myself a doctor. Dr. Sangani. She's wonderful. And since I hadn't been to the doctor since my last pediatrician appointment I figured I should go. Well, wow, she's nice to me, things are wonderful... And in order to get a sense of where I'm at she sends me for blood tests to see how I'm doing... Today I got the results. I walked into the room and there she is. This little woman behind a desk with her hands folded neatly over a dossier, mine, I assumed. She turns her head ever so slightly, and with a twinkle in her eye, she simply says: "Stacy. You - are - interesting." And thus we begin: My platlettes are low (which is okay) but my white blood cell count is high. My liver enzymes are double what they should be. And that's not good. It can cause an enlarged spleen (which is easily ruptured) I currently have a throat infection, but now she's wondering if it's not a case of Mono. Mono explains a number of my symptoms (except the hyperactive liver) So tomorrow I'm going for more tests. A blood Mono test. Also, in a month I have to take another liver function test, to see if my liver calms down. If not, well, we'll jump off that bridge when we get to it. For now I'm just trying really hard. I'm trying not to be scared and just be concerned. I mean I don't want Mono, but what else could be causing these symptoms? What if it's something worse? I looked at Dr. Hema and I said: "What is it with this place? For 6 years I go without a doctor and I'm fine, now I have all sorts of problems!" One of the things I hate the most is that when you are given news like that, you don't really know it yet... know what I mean? Once you absorb it and have a little time all sorts of questions come to mind. Well that's why I have a Tiffany. A Tiffan is a wonderful amazing person who is studying medecine and is awaiting her liscencing exam to become a full doctor. She gives me insight, inner peace, and a sense of ballance. Anything that bothers me I go to her first and ask her if I should seek medical attention. She says Dr. Sangani is treating me wonderfully and that she seems to be a very good doctor. Tiffany also told me that if people who are constantly around me are concerned, they shouldn't be, Mono has an incubation period of 1-2 months so chances are if they were going to get it they would already have it... anyways, I gtg. I have a headache and the best cure is sleep. ciao 1 comment|post comment

Down in Ashes [10 Feb 2008|12:44pm] [ mood | devious ] [ music | Down in Ashes - Dying Me ]  Sat 9 Feb - bodogBATTLE was quite an evening... First it was a little dull, my sister and I missed a bit, doors opened at 6pm but we only got there at 9pm. We walked into a billingual band's set, and I'm sorry, French may be a nice language at all, but I do not like how it sounds in songs. Not to mention the band seemed at odds with itself, like the members were not playing as one. The bands that followed were mediocre, good but you wouldn't buy their stuff. Sometimes a catchy "hey this sounds cool" song would pop up. But nothing much, Plight seemed okay. I was impressed with Nicolette Lagace. The band featured a female vocalist/front woman who played keyboards as well as a flute/accordion player. She had a strong voice, her songs were catchy but not repetative/boring. A very clean sounding industrial mix with rock, very nice. The guys from Down In Ashes (MySpace) actually encouraged us to go promote them since they were from Ottawa as well... so it was fun. 11 o'clock finally rolled around. Sitting in the fan section, suddenly we all got up and migrated (like good Canadians do) to the front and totally went wild. Okay, so maybe I'm not an objective reviewer, but these guys really rock. They get you going, keep transitions between songs fluid so you don't slow down, and make sure you are entertained. Also, unlike a lot of other bands I liked that their lead singer, Kim, didn't wear a hat. I'm sorry but when you are trying to win vote from people why hide from them? When you face is mostly covered you can alienate your audience. Unless. You do it right. *cough*SLASH*cough cough* Unlike other bands there was no stopping for long analogous stories that somehow relate to the song or tuning breaks or stupid breaks to pose for a fan who holds up a camera. That came later. The guys coelesced on stage and you could feel them working as a single unit bringing you the best they had. And that was just fine for me. A little note to the guy on the soundboard: next time turn mike #1 up just a little. Although I like music loud enough to massage my heart without opening my chest cavity I also appreciate hearing the words ^_^ makes singing along easier. After their set the guys all came down and I got to meet all of them ^_^ They all signed my album. YAY! And they all gave my sister and I hugs before we left. While on our way home we were trying to decide who had the best hug... We decided that they all brought something to the table: Kim was more enthusiastic and seemed the most as ease with the hug. Yves was cool cause he didn't just wrap his arms around you he gave you an extra little squeeze. That squeeze isn't nessecary and it's sort of like telling that person that they are special and they are worth it. Koji was cool cause he was sorter, more our height, and although he didn't seem totally at ease as the others did, his hair smelled nice and he still went through with it. (some people just aren't into hugs, especially in front of someone I think is his girlfriend) Shawn was awesome, his hug had power it was strong but gentle. I guess that come from being a drummer. Something tells me he would give a wicked bear hug if he was asked to. Yes I am a hug person. Along with reviewing bands I also like to review their hugs (if I get any) Something tells me if I had gone to Ozzy's show and tried to get past security saying "I just want a hug" I would find myself curb-sitting withing 10 seconds. Well I'm off, sleep beckons. Have a nice night! THIS MORNING - DOWN IN ASHES WINS AND MOVES FORWARD TO THE FINALS IN TORONTO. Woo7 meanwhile, suuta is at home nursing an incredibly sore neck and back, why-oh-why did she stack fire wood before going to the show? das, Suu post comment

woah... vibrations are in my mind... [02 Feb 2008|11:56pm] My body is vibrating... each atom is alive... and here I am writing in my blog/journal and playing World of Warcraft... I decided to take 3 of my favorite people + my sister out to dinner... afterwards we went to a bar... we had drinks and then Karaoke started... I flirted a bit with the waitress and she was awesome... Kim... Kim's have been paying attention to me.. first the waitress then that guy from MySpace... it's awesome... I told her I would sing a song for her: Shook Me All Night Long... cause she seemed to like AC/DC... so I did, kind of. She went and requested it for me but the guy didn't play it as a Karaoke song, he just played it... so I danced at my table and sang (really  loud) along with it, pointing at her and shouting "Kim! Shook me all night long!" She was hot, nice, funny, talked like I did... and she hugged me on my way out... I wish I had tipped her more... I'm going back, soon... I really liked her... Course, I also really liked the guy in my group... I'm so confused... Being stuck in a rut for 4 years will do that to you: everyone who gives me the time of day looks good, especially after drinks. I feel so alive, and yet Zen with the universe... Like each atom in my body is revolving at the same pace as the rest fo the univers... I'm not wasted, but I guess this is what they mean by a buzz... I wouldn't have another drink, even if I was at the bar, I'd switch to soda or juice. I like the buzz, not the "I can't walk or focus my eyes" or "Wait. This isn't the car I came here in... who the hell are you?" oh well, I have to go... see if my marine is online... BYE! post comment

Sicky [29 Jan 2008|03:20pm] [ mood | crazy ] [ music | Nightwish - Bye Bye Beautiful ] The past week was, ugh...   Thursday I started school but I was sick so it wasn't very fun, and as any one of my friends who were online at the time know: I was bored out of my freaking mind!! And no! I will NOT bore you with the details.   That night I didn't sleep, I hadn't slept Wednesday either so that friday during my 4 hour break... Guess what I did? If you guessed sleep or go insane, you are wrong. I spent 3 hours going to the stupid drugstore to get NyQuill. Yeah, 3 hours, I had to take the bus to and from. Guess how many hours I slept Friday? 18!!!! OMG I was so groggy when I got up I could barely walk straight. So before I fell down the stairs or whatever I started playing WoW and didn't stop. And the dreams! OMG I was married to my boss, everyone was a rabbit and spoke Portugese!   Finally got around to ordering Down to Ashes cd too... ugh, it says between 7 and 21 days to delivery. *pout* Their profile doesn't load at school (*grrr* lousy Macs) so I need this album to get here so I can put it on my iRiver...   What's new on gizmo? The last Nightwish album. Dark Passion Play (I think) The first one with the new chick. She's cool, I like her and the band seems to have a whole new attitude. More upbeat, yet still intense. Sometimes I wonder if Bye Bye Beautiful was mean't to be a message to Tarja? My sister says she thinks she's gone solo but when you "go solo" where do you actually go? Cause I haven't heard anything from her since she left.   Also, I'm missing The Peaks. Last seen at Petit Cafe Campus. They left for the UK and they website has since died. I tried emailing Jim but he's AWOL. Any information is welcome, I'd hate to make some WANTED posters only to find out they forgot to pay for their webspace or something...   Well work is calling, see you all later! PS. I know I promised I would get to work on that Meredith Gentry fanfic but I just can't seem to figure out how to get it started.... you know like you want Character B to go to Location C to start the plot which centers on Plot Device A, but you don't know how to get Character B there to begin with? *bashes head on desk* Oh! I know! I'll meditate on that then take some NyQuill and maybe it will come to me post comment

one of them... I guess I am [31 Jul 2007|12:48am] [ mood | tired ] I came out to my parents. I told them I am bisexual. My father said it wasn't his place to judge, its my life... but he wants grand kids. my mother is special... She was all: is this a phase? (ok, that is acceptable, some people go through this as a phase, but she was pissed about it) Then she started talking like I would flick between men and women regularly and be totally slutty and promiscuous. I tried to explain that it wasn't that I liked both men and women, it was that I didn't care about gender. To that she said <sarcasm> You don't care about much... I knew there was something strange about you </sarcasm> Look, this is my philosophy:   IT MATTERS NOT WHO YOU LOVE... ONLY THAT YOU LOVE THEM!!!! Rumi said as much in one of his poems, paraphrased: "he she I you we... in the garden of divine love... there can be no distinction..." I was first introduced to the idea grace to the movie the Last Unicorn... when Lir is told that the woman he loves is really a unicorn in a human body and will soon change back to her natural form he insisted: "I love whom I love" 1 min... I have the book here somewhere... I'll get a direct quote since it's cute... ... ... ... "'I did not know what she ws until now,' he said. 'But I knew the first time I saw her that she was something more than I could see. Unicorn, mermaid, lamia, sorceress, Gorgon--no name you give her would surprise me, or frighten me. I love whom I love.' 'That's a very nice sentiment,' Schmendrick said. 'But when I change her back into her true self, so that she may do battle with the Red Bull and free her people--' 'I love whom I love,' Prince Lir repeated firmly. 'You have no power over anything that matters.'" Replace the beastiality references with gender references and voila... my philisophy. Also: I'm now a red-head... dark red and black... pictures will come soon... but for now... I'm tired... see you later. -suu 1 comment|post comment

I think I'm in love now... [26 Jul 2007|12:58am] [ mood | ecstatic ] Yeah, you heard me... I think I'm falling for a new friend of mine. She is just so beautiful inside and out... and and... well... I should leave it at that... otherwise, if she reads this, she will know... ciao, my friends... ciao 1 comment|post comment

Test run of new site layout [12 Jul 2007|02:44am] [ mood | content ] Ok, here is the test of my new site layout idea.... I have yet to include the menu... I need to grab the camera and take entertaining pictures of ductape to use as buttons... lemme know what you think please!!! http://suuta.net/index2.htm 1 comment|post comment

Ok... that's it... [10 Jul 2007|11:46pm] [ mood | pissed off ] [ music | linkin park - papercut ] right now: I'm hooked on Van Halen's "Panama" and all things Linkin Park I'm jazzed about Transformers I'm really looking forward to Sunshine in September and Hitman in October and I'm totally pissed at my mother ( (friends please read on... there's a shampoo recipe) ) 3 comments|post comment

Hackers and Robots and Me... anothe night at the movies [08 Jul 2007|02:10am] [ mood | happy ] [ music | The Cars - Drive ] In the past two days I have seen two major action movies: Live Free or Die Hard (Die Hard 4) and Transformers LFoDH introduced me to Flyleaf who are just awesome. Reminds me of Evanescence a bit. I just wish she screamed more... The movie itself was amazing. I don't know if I would consider it a good Die Hard movie, but it was a damn fine movie on it's own... The guy who plays Mac on those PC vs Mac computers is in it, yet he uses a PC in the movie... go figure. Actually the only computer brand/company I ever really noticed was that the villains lead hacker uses Alienware. and what a segway into giant alien robots... I WANT A YELLOW CAMARO! OMG this movie blew my mind to pieces, put the pieces into a box and then smashed it some more! The effects are amazing and the story is pretty good too. OK the dialogue in some parts didn't seem right but it's those moments that pay real tribute to the original movie/series... believe me, compare to them, the dialogue was Shakespeare... They even managed to include some descent 80s songs. No they didn't have "You've Got the Touch" but they did have "Drive" by the Cars. Suffice it to say, the movie was amazing and I can't really break it down anymore than that or I would be giving stuff away... But I will comment on the technicalities. The transformations were fluid bordering on beautiful (only bordering cause I don't know if you can call a car turning into a giant killer robot 'beautiful'... frighteningly elegant?) There are some sequences where the transformation takes place during a POV or camera movement, during those times I felt like I was on a rollercoaster watching the track warp just in front of me while I rocket away in a near fatal thrill ride. The voices were well done, the acting was solid enough, the character design was amazing and the screenplay was well thought out. There was a standing ovation at the end of the movie. It was amazing, people were so into it, the laughing, the "ooo"s and the "ahh"s... For a moment I felt as though we were all one entity watching and responding together, "We're like Borg but with emotions" I thought. Combined with the movie... It like being a kid again. I mean, when I was younger I felt almost as much wonder at the classic movie and series, if I were to watch them now I would probably cringe at how dated everything is. But with this movie, it's like part of my childhood has been resurrected. It's wonderful. BTW... the ending has some breathing room... there WILL be more movies... there are so many more Autobots to bring in... and so many more classic lines to use: "Do a barrel-roll" For instance. Not to mention they haven't brought in Hot Rod... given that the main Autobot was a Camero I thought it was HotRod but I was wrong... I wonder what he would be? Mustang? GTO? Nova? Charger? ooh... Charger *drool* I'm working on a list of things I would love to see turn into a Tranformer... my psp, iriver, cellphone (possy in a pocket?) a gremlin the Back to the Future Delorion the Batmobile a tube-tv (make a mike from Reboot) a vibrator (sex machine baby!) speaking of lovin'... if a guy got laid in the back seat of a transformer, could that be considered a threesome? Just curious. Well I'm off... much to do and less time to do it in... bye for now. suu post comment

How I am... [07 Jul 2007|03:08am] I like men. I do... but I also like women a lot too... (sorry about the rhyme) It's why I adore Head Phones President so much. But here in lies my problem. At the moment two bands dominate my iRiver's playlist... Dir en Grey and Head Phones President. There are a lot more Dir en Grey songs than HPP so I want to bump up the feminism of my playlist... Danger Gang is cool... but I don't want any sappy psuedo pop music or operatic stuff... Those are for my other playlists... This one is meant to be HARD, screaming is welcome... the kinda playlist that if you played it loud you'd want to mosh and scream along with it... even if you were at work... I don't want something that plucks at the heart strings, I want something that roars down your veins like a freaking freight train about to come off the tracks! I'm just tired of people recomending Gackt or X Japan or *violent shudder* Kana. They are cool (except Kana) but not what I'm look for right now... if anyone who is reading this has a suggestion... PLEASE send me a message... post comment

call me sad, if you like [06 Jul 2007|03:33am] call me sad if you like but I'm actually quite happy... I want to loose weight and I've been snoofing around online to find a book that I can read that will be funny, entertaining and still walk me through the "joy" of starvation and exertion. not an easy thing considering the description I just gave it eh? Well I think I found the book... The Hacker’s Diet by John Walker - How to lose weight and hair through stress and poor nutrition John Walker is actually the founder of AutoDesk. Those guys that made 3d Studio Max and now own Maya. And right away he is personal and funny and I know he's a geek... meaning that I know he understands computer addiction and desk-chair-butt... so I don't feel like I'm being preached to by some muscle bound idiot who owns stock in the local gym... And if that doesn't work, I have the Fat Smash diet... 4 phases... and the first is a detox phase where you go totally vegan for 10 days to clean out your systems :S But it was on the Tyra Banks show (shut up, I was looking for a diet and she was having a special all about them) and this one kicked everyone elses ass... 38 lbs lost in 3 months!) well, I better go, I'm happy but I'm also tired... I promise to be back... I have more to say... post comment

I'm feeling EMO [01 Jul 2007|04:50pm] [ music | Dir en Grey - Ain't Afraid to Die ] I feel like I just got ditched.... For a couple weeks my friends and I had arranged to meet at a local bar to celebrate Canada Day... I sent one of them a message to verify the time and BOOM... turns out that last week they had changed plans and are going into town to see the fireworks... and no one told me. What would have happened if I hadn't verified the time? I would wind up sitting alone in a bar waiting for people to show up and no one would.... I would have been stood up. I'm so mad. I probably could have gone. Asked my dad for a lift. But I don't feel like it. Since no one felt like telling me about it they obviously don't want me there... so screw them... I hope they get their retinas burned out... ok, I'm angry... and I'm being a little vindictive... but only cause I was looking forward to just hanging out and a bar. What is there to do at the Old Port at 10 o'clock at night? All the shops are closed, ok there are bars, but on Canada Day they will be PACKED... definately not good for "just hanging out"... I just can't get the image of me sitting alone in a bar waiting for people who will never come out of my head... makes me feel betrayed... and emo... my mom says that I'm better off at home... that they clearly aren't really my friends... and now it's too late to do anything... so it's just me and my sangria... can't believe I shaved my legs for this... well, since I'm feeling emo... I think I'll start now... and play some GuildWars... raise some zombies hmm... I think I'll post this at my Myspace too... no one reads my LJ... but they have their own MySpaces... let's see if they are listening... shall we? 3 comments|post comment

Friends friends friends [21 Jun 2007|07:59pm] [ mood | sad ] So my friend JF came over today. He's cool... oddly enough, though I'm very protective of my comp I didn't mind him being on it... He was browsing the net and I was lounging working on a bracelet I was making... Yeah, I still do friendship bracelets, they help a lot with my wrists when they get tight from all my time on it... it was so nice to see him again! There is one thing you have to know about JF... or Jeefs (his nickname)... we spent almost everyday together at school... we were in all of eachothers classes, we were always in goups together when we did assignments, we were part of the same club... it got to the point where we were finishing eachothers sentences... He's not coming back to school during the fall... I'm going to miss him... he said that he will visit school but I will still miss having him in class... post comment

it's been a while has it not? [20 Jun 2007|01:50pm] [ mood | nostalgic ] [ music | Headphones President - 58468/0 ] So, what's up? Well here's a few things that I've been doing: Pimping a cool Jrock magazine called purpleSKY got one of their t-shirts too... I love it. So comfy, check em out! It's awesome! Hmm... what else... oh yeah, I reformatted my comp, probably why you haven't seen me in forever. I lost segmagic so I totally forgot with all the other stuff I have to do to get back on track... not to mention it's summer break and I just got into Guild Wars. I wonder if their is a Diru themed guild? Oh! I went to see Diru in Toronto in February! Oddly enough I don't remember much. I got a mind rush from finally seeing the Sexy Gremlin live before me and covered in his own blood... I will admit I was a little disturbed when he started cutting himself... I was like: OMG Kyo is hurting himself *pain*... then, with his head bowed low, looking at his work, he slowly rolled his eyes up and looked over the crowd is defiance. It was like he was challenging us to stop him or feel his pain or if it was even painful at all... Then the blood stopped beading on his chest and slowly made it's way down his chest to his abbs in thin rivulets as though traced by the fingers of some phantasmal hand reaching for his pants. Yeah, so, I had a "moment"... it wasn't the only one... there was a girl there. She was hot... in an 80's style outfit... wide off the shoulders shirt with pedal pusher tights and a scarf around her hips. Only there was a twist. First, the shirt was slashed open across her chest and was being held together with safety pins. It offered a nice flast of something red underneath... whether that was her bra or a tube top I have no idea. The scarf was wound through a chain that was fastened with a C-clamp around her hips. The remnants of the scarf were dangling off her left hip in shreds. It was purple. The "tights" were actually leather and laced up on the sides, they were incredibly soft and looked like a second skin on her. (yes, I got to touch) Her hair was up in a series of clips and did a good job of enhancing her red and purple streaks in a sea of lovely black curls. I like off the shoulder shirts, I think she realized later. At one point in the concert she had grabbed my hand. With the ebb and flow of the crowd sometimes we were pushed really tight, a couple times she was almost pushed down and being wide and low to the ground that I am I helped her out.... during those times she would keep an arm around either my waist or my neck. When we made it to the front in time to see Kyo cut himself she was so excited she through herself at me. After my initial schock of seeing Kyo's blood was really red, it was time to deal with the girl. Yeah, I never found out her name. But at the time of the blooding we were at the front. I was behind her with my arms braced on the barrier and she was between them... I was taking the weight of the crowd off her... I leaned in and nipped her shoulder. She tensed but leaned back and I kissed it... She came away with a few hickeys that night. She may not have known my name and I didn't know hers... but we both have our memories. post comment

I forgot something [07 Jan 2007|08:57pm] my sister made a fanvid for some of her favorite Asian movies voila la link: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KCuKiBs83c0 post comment

Kyo! Toshiya! Shinya! I'M ON MY WAY YOU SEXY BEASTIES!! [01 Jan 2007|01:55am] [ mood | excited ] [ music | dir en grey - umbrella ] I'm going to see Dir En Grey when they come to Toronto on February 9th! I bought my concert tickets already but I'm waiting to buy my train ticket cause I need to cement plans with my friend whom I'm bunking with about when I should get there and if I can visit with her and her family while I'm down there.... but... but... the Sexy Gremlin... LIVE... and... and.... *swoon* *cries* I can't believe I'm going to see them LiVE and not through some computer monitor or tv screen! *silently screaming... what? my dad's sleeping...* otherwise, life is good been playing some MMOs... Silkroad Online and Last Chaos.. Last Chaos is better methinks.... but right now I'm too excited about the DEG show to care... *goes to watch the Vulgar[ism] tour dvd... again* post comment

Update... cause this place needs one... [17 Nov 2006|09:23pm] yeah, I've kinda been ignoring my Semagic (the client I use to post here)... so, gomen to anyone who has been wondering where the Hell I've gone to... the answer is: nowhere... though I would love to... my old friends are busy and my new friends are just weird... worse is that a girl from work is apparently spreading crap about me at school now... damn I hate that... I can't believe she had the audacity to do that! I can't decide whether or not to be sad or mad... oh well, I'm renting Devil May Cry from the video game club at school... *sigh* I like it... I'm so going to get it when I get the chance... muffin-butt is gone... my former boss... he had the sweetest ass I ever did see... especial when he wore...those......striped..............pants...................................... *dreams* now we have a guy named Dave as our boss... he's ok... less thick skinned... he always seemed tougher before now he just seems a little lost... they really didn't train him or anything, maybe one day showing him the ropes and then, poof! He's expected to take over! and then the higher ups get mad when he makes a mistake! turns out my laptops components were so crappy and obsolete that they don't make the cd drive that's in it anymore... well guess what chickies? The cd drive isn't one of those interchangeable models, no, it's fixed and part of the case... so if they can't find a new one I get a whole new laptop... they just transfer my hard drive over... hell, get rid of that too... it's only 40 gigs, and I've already backed it up completely... the point is that they've had it for 2 months and still haven't gotten the part or fixed the unit... my dad paid for that laptop therefore we are entitled to hold it as the owners... they can't keep it forever... oh and I'm also back to reading Anne Rice... I watched Queen of the Damned and fell in love with Lestat... Stuart is so hot... and Lestat is sexy... poor Aaliyah... she ruled... such a waste, her death... that and I love the music in the movie... I'm reading the books now so I have no doubt there will be some major discrepancies, like how the first half of Queen of the Damned is actually from the book The Vampire Lestat... and how Lestat was made by Magnus not Marius... and Magnus killed himself after making Lestat whereas in the movie Marius "lives" on and on and on... oh well... I'll have to make some icons of him... more later... Also, I've gotten into MMO RPGs now ... I started with MapleStory but the cartoonish look of it... I dunno... turned me off... so I tried something else... Kal wouldn't let me register... so I tried Silkroad... I LOVE it... more on that later... I'm going to play it now ^_^ 7 comments|post comment

Update... cause this place needs one... [11 Nov 2006|11:59am] yeah, I've kinda been ignoring my Semagic (the client I use to post here)... so, gomen to anyone who has been wondering where the Hell I've gone to... the answer is: nowhere... though I would love to... my old friends are busy and my new friends are just weird... worse is that a girl from work is apparently spreading crap about me at school now... damn I hate that... I can't believe she had the audacity to do that! I can't decide whether or not to be sad or mad... oh well, I'm renting Devil May Cry from the video game club at school... *sigh* I like it... I'm so going to get it when I get the chance... muffin-butt is gone... my former boss... he had the sweetest ass I ever did see... especial when he wore...those......striped..............pants...................................... *dreams* now we have a guy named Dave as our boss... he's ok... less thick skinned... he always seemed tougher before now he just seems a little lost... they really didn't train him or anything, maybe one day showing him the ropes and then, poof! He's expected to take over! and then the higher ups get mad when he makes a mistake! turns out my laptops components were so crappy and obsolete that they don't make the cd drive that's in it anymore... well guess what chickies? The cd drive isn't one of those interchangeable models, no, it's fixed and part of the case... so if they can't find a new one I get a whole new laptop... they just transfer my hard drive over... hell, get rid of that too... it's only 40 gigs, and I've already backed it up completely... the point is that they've had it for 2 months and still haven't gotten the part or fixed the unit... my dad paid for that laptop therefore we are entitled to hold it as the owners... they can't keep it forever... oh and I'm also back to reading Anne Rice... I watched Queen of the Damned and fell in love with Lestat... Stuart is so hot... and Lestat is sexy... poor Aaliyah... she ruled... such a waste, her death... that and I love the music in the movie... I'm reading the books now so I have no doubt there will be some major discrepancies, like how the first half of Queen of the Damned is actually from the book The Vampire Lestat... and how Lestat was made by Magnus not Marius... and Magnus killed himself after making Lestat whereas in the movie Marius "lives" on and on and on... oh well... I'll have to make some icons of him... more on that later... well, I better go... after getting my ass handed to me by that stupid magma spider in Devil May Cry I'm hoping to bolster my wounded ego by killing some ogres in Neverwinter Nights ciao. post comment

FAN VIDEO IS COMPLETE!!!! [24 Oct 2006|12:49am] [ mood | ecstatic ] [ music | PaRaDe - garbage ] DUDES!!!! I'M FINISHED! My V for Vendetta fanvid!!!! It's set to "Parade" by Garbage! Check it out! http://suuta.net/V_on_Parade.mpg it's 60 mb, so please download it and not try to stream please ^_^ and above all else: LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK!!! post comment

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